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Sometimes, it so happens that we've paid so much attention to the things in front of us, we've forgotten to look at what is not there. To consider the whole picture, background and foreground, positive and negative space, stuff and emptiness. We need both for the beauty of the picture, for the balance. Yet how difficult to let go of the song in front of us and free fall into the murky nothing. How difficult to forget our name and lose ourselves in the infinite letters. But, is there any other way to understand the shape of things?

Spaces
i.
the trees
have strung up our
hearts, a thumping, bumping
fruit, on this
infernal, vernal day
with the lavender blooms
of mountain laurel, the glory
of birdsong,
and the earthy taste of
greens plucked from the dirt
christening our senses,
making us forget our sins of
winter
and believe in a perpetual
spring day

ii.
the birds have been singing
outside our window
in the light and in the dark
they sang through the storms,
though I remember creature silence
during the thunderstorms of my
childhood, birds only beginning to
chirp again when the gray clouds
had emptied their tears onto the land,
respectful of earth’s exquisite grief.
these birds, now, are brazen
and do not make themselves
vulnerable 
to the spaces between
the sounds

iii.
the trees need the
leaves and
the spaces in between
to be whole;
the warble is gorgeous 
for the silence it rents;
I am as much the negative
space I don’t use in the
world as I am the
body displacing air and water,
as much the places I have
been as those I have not
seen.
the pause between exhale and inhale
is the place of divinity;
our outlines let us know
we’re alive
and who we are
to one another.

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