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I continue with my color series today with red: the color of aggression, the color of romance, the color of pure passion. I read a wonderful book on the background and histories of different colors not too long ago (it's actually called Color).In it, I learned that some of the original red pigments used, and used even now, is cochineal blood. Red is rich; it is energetic; it's extravagant and beautiful all the same.

~Red~

I wish I wish I wish
for red
for a throbbing, heart- stopping, firecracker popping
kind of red
blood, rose, flame
stop for me stop for me stop for me
sometime
blush, lips, kiss
well, I can’t remember the last thing you said
but I can recall the rush of blood
I can remember the feeling
silk, crimson, lush
what does that glance mean
as I walk by you in the morning?
brick, stoplight, falling leaf
you have been struck, I see
made to halt and look at me
oh the rush, the rush is back
I wish I could know…
what does love smell like?
cherry? strawberry? raspberry?
how I would love to get a taste
a taste, a taste, a taste
just a taste
of red 
~ P. Desai 

This is a page from my deconstructed book, channeling the energy of red- our very lifeblood.
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